June 17th, 2011

I tend to write only when I feel at my absolute worse. When all my emotions are ready to burst and I have to just let them all out. But that doesn't really show how I am from one day to the next.

Everyday is a little different. Sometimes I feel a little lonely. Sometimes I feel a little sad. Sometimes I look at his picture and smile, he had cute ears. Sometimes I look at his foot print and smile, he had my weird toes.

So even though I may have a tear in my eye I still have times when I can remember and smile. God is good and I know this life is temporary. Someday I will see my son again and until then I can love him from afar.